I've come to the realization that I don't like people. That is not to say I CAN'T like people, but for now, I really don't.

It's my own fault, really. I stress too much about what to say, and what I've already said. The stress is getting to me. I always assume people think the worst of me, and it pisses me off. I know I shouldn't be paranoid, because I know it annoys people. Can I help it if I constantly strive to be a people pleaser? I'm not very good at it, though...

This is why I'd love to let other people decide for me. Because even now, I'm hating myself for sounding like I'm whining, but also I feel like I need to type this, y'know? ANd also I know hat there's much more important stuff going on, but should I address it now or is it too late? And since I don't even know the people involved, would it be appropriate for me to throw in some comforting words.

Damn me and my insecurities...